Song by Guy Sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight picking up the pieces
And walking back into the night into the sunset of your glory
When my heart and future lies there's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you, I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breathe is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

They brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever greatful, oh forever faithful
My dreams came true when I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

Song by Mariah Carey

They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
Hard to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me

No no nooo

Oh they,
They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me

No oh oh,
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

Woah, woah
They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Lord, they do try,
Hard to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter,
In what I believe or lose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from
Me
From me
No no nooo
Me

Merayakan hari "Jadian" or Anniversary setiap tahunnya bersama pasangan memang suatu hal yang menyenangkan bagiku. Disaat itulah waktu yang tepat untuk interopeksi bersama pasangan setelah setahun terlewati, apakah banyak hal baik dan buruk yang dilalui bersama. Belum lagi kalau mengingat-ingat bagaimana rasanya pertama kalinya kita dan pasangan saling jatuh hati, pasti banyak hal lucu dan menyenangkan untuk dikenang. Itulah salah satu cara yang dapat membantu kita untuk membangkitkan rasa sayang dan cinta kita terhadap pasangan dan mengingat kembali mengapa kita pada akhirnya memilih dia sebagai pasangan dari sepuluh atau seratus 'candidate' yang mungkin lebih baik pada waktu itu, agak berlebih memang :) tapi anggap saja demikian. Jadi sah saja bagiku bila di hari "Jadian" adalah moment penting bersama pasangan dan patut dirayakan dengan cara yang sangat sederhana saja, seperti menyempatkan waktu berdua dan tertawa bersama, itu cukup bagiku.

Mungkin tidak semua perjalanan kisah cinta seseorang selalu mulus, ada juga yang "ups and down" bagai roller coster, tapi apakah hubungan tersebut 'worthed' untuk dipertahankan? tanyakan pada diri sendiri setelah sekian lama bersama. 

Karena bagiku memilih pasangan yang terbaik adalah bagaimana diri kita setelah sekian lama bersamanya, menjadi orang yang lebih baikkah? merasa nyamankah? dan apakah selama bersamanya lebih banyak merasakan bahagianya? atau sebaliknya? Jadi ukuran pasangan yang ideal bagiku adalah dia yang bisa membawamu ke berbagai ruang yang mungkin tidak pernah sekalipun kita bayangkan dan yang paling penting adalah pasangan kita adalah orang yang bisa diajak berbagi, tertawa dan memberikan yang terbaik untuk membuat kita bahagia bersama. 

Just saying "I simply Love you" to your loved one on your Anniversary....

Happy Anniversary to those who celebrated!!!

Stay in love....

Why do people smile when no one’s smiling?
Its coz their thinking of someone they’re loving
Keep on believing we are meant to me and
Nothing’s stopping you and me from going to heaven
Sweetest love

I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love ain’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter

Now we're clever is about to inch just one ladder
It gets better every second we’re together
Oooh baby it feels so right
A new beginning starts tonight
The reason for when it’s on
Is because of you and me and
Sweetest love

Finally I can’t believe
Coz you and me, you’re my sweetest love

I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love ain’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter

Come on now, I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter

I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter oh yeah

Now I got that feeling in my gut
Now I need your fire in my life
Now I wanna give you love so much
And I keep on feeling my sweet, my sweet
Sweetest love

I can’t believe that you and me, we gotta be
You’re my sweetest love

I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter

Come on now, I got the sweeter love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter ooohh

I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter ooohh

I got the sweetest love ain’t nothing be sweeter
I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beat it
There ain’t nothing sweeter

Sweetest love
I can’t believe, you and me, we gotta be
Oh my sweetest love

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Tak pernah sedikitpun terbayang bahwa dalam waktu singkat aku harus memulai lagi hidup dari awal lagi setelah segala mimpi dan harapan yang terbentuk mapan yang sempat kumiliki dulu bersamanya, sekarang harus kupupus perlahan.

Teringat dulu, sepintas sempat aku membayangkan aku harus menjalankan hidup ini tanpa pasanganku saat itu, apakah aku sanggup memulai lagi dari awal, hubungan yang belum lagi pasti, menjalankan segalanya dari nol, belajar lagi untuk mengenal, menerima segala kekurangan dan memberikan yang terbaik kepada seseorang yang baru…

Dan ternyata aku harus mengalaminya seperti ketakutanku dulu, sejujurnya aku lelah dan tak ingin menjadi diriku yang dulu yang selalu mencari dan mencari lalu gagal dan membiarkan diriku jatuh pada seseorang yang ternyata belum tepat bagiku…

Namun aku sadar aku telah bangkit dari masa sulit itu, berjalan sendiri setelah sekian lama, menentukan nasib ku sendiri tanpa rasa takut dan mendapatkan kebahagiaan tanpa dirinya disampingku.

Semua itu memang tak mudah, namun kusyukuri karena aku sudah sampai sejauh ini dan hidupku tetap berjalan seperti biasanya, tanpa kekurangan yang berarti. Dan tak ingin lagi kusesali apapun yang pernah ada dalam hidupku dan hilang dalam sekejab…. Sudah bukan waktunya!

Kadang kunikmati masa-masa kesendirianku hanya untuk berkaca dan melihat segala kekurangan yang kupunya, apa yang harus aku benahi dan apa yang harus aku perjuangkan demi kebahagianku…

Dan harus aku akui bahwa bayangan akan dirinya tetap ada hingga kini dan aku masih merindukannya. Namun harus kucoba untuk melewatinya, membiarkan rasa itu berlalu hingga menjadi kenangan yang takkan pernah hilang dari ingatanku dan menjadi temanku disaat diriku rapuh dan lemah akan ketidakpastian untuk membuatku bangkit lagi dan lagi dan menikmati apa yang ada dihadapan sekarang dan masa depan... 

Seperti kutipan dari seorang sahabat untukku….

“Ciptakan apapun yang kau inginkan untuk hidupmu dan kebahagianmu”

Special thanks to my Dear friend Era Soekamto yang selalu ada untuk mengingatkan.

I love you dear…

“If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much.” ~Jim Rohn~

Can you describe the moment
When two people fall in love?
Some say the clouds will spin in circles
And the rain will turn to dust The poor will start to laugh Even the rich will start to cry
It can sneak up like a soldier It can wake you up at night Thats what i feel when i'm standing here with you
Its what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
Its written on my face
Its the way i lean my body towards you
Even when i'm a hundred miles away

This is love Like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you I cant wait another day to say
This is love
This is love

You take my imperfections And turn them into art
If i can change one thing about you
There would be no place to start You are safety without numbers You are dangerously wild But you're sweeter than rock candy And you ease my inner child

Its what i feel when im standing here with you Its what my heart has sworn to be true

No im no easy angel
Im moody like the wind
I am impatient,complicated
I am fragile deep within
But you're no fool And im no little girl Have we not found
There is love in the world

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You're with me
Till the bitter end
What we had transcends
This experience
Too painful to
Talk about
So I'll hold it in
Til my heart can mend
And be brave
Enough to love again
A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved
In my mind
In the memories
There is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
When I remember

Glittering lights
Incandescent eyes
Still preserved
In my mind
In the memories
I'll find solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
And I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
And I'll remember

A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved
In my mind
In the memories
There is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
And though we can never be
I'll always think of
You and me
Always remember

Love

You're never too far

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Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now
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"My partner in life and my one true love.... I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart, and my love, from this day forward, until death do us apart..."

Happy Anniversary Husband.....

HK, 8 Jan 2008 

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Ummm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now as I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
we're fighting this war, but baby both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

So both of us are mad for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing... (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...

Happy.... Baby....

ohhhh....ohhhh

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)

Dinda Nawangwulan
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